off the subject for a moment!!

This is my friends new web site!! She does photography and is AWESOME at it!!! Check it out!!!
And yes very off the normal subject!!! :D

New Start

I am going to start keeping up with this!! I know there are many out there that have the same issues and that they are the only ones out there. Truthfully there are more then you would think.
I have recently moved into my own place (I have been living with my parents with my son) I am having a hard time dealing with the changes. I have been pushing my self to use the negative energy and thoughts I have into un packing and get my place into order so that I don't keep everything in boxes.
I have a really hard time to drastic changes like this. So Thankfully I have learned that it's better to keep busy even though I would rather just leave it the way it is!!
If anyone has tips let me know and I will try them and pass them on to others!!

hmm

I haven't posted anything for a while. My brain is full with randomness. I'm at a hard point right now. Not sure where I'm going or where I should go and where I have been. I thought this would help me a little but some of the things that are going on aren't things I can publicy speek about. One thing to know is to live in the now not in the past. I have a hard time with that but am getting better with it slowly. I have been having the urge to write so I will get some done and post what I can.

Holliday drag

I thought I would be able to to vent everything here during the Holidays. But that didn't work out to well for me. It has been a hard time. I am glad it is over but I am still in a Bah Humbug type of mood. Everyone seems so happy. A lot of people get Engaged. That has been hard. I haven't found that special someone. I know that it's best to work on my son and I but I still feel that emptiness that makes me feel very lonely even when I have so many people around me. I keep wondering when it will be my time but it never seems to happen. This is the first time I have let people know how I feel about this part of my life. Once again I am not looking for sympathy. This is how life is and how the card have been dealt.